Things have been hard, but I know things will only get harder, as they are now. I have the feeling of being worthless, no meaning. Just empty. The dreams are starting, anyone that has lost a loved one knows about the dreams. I use to tell my mom about all the dreams I had when they didnt set well with me, now I don't have anyone. Everyone that said they would be here for me, nowhere to be seen.
I have that empty feeling and no one to talk to, no one that is really there for me. Despite the people that make claims.