Ash (newjerseyash) wrote,


I know no one reads my journal, and thats fine for me. I just need something to filtering things out. I know I don't get personal here, but I don't care anymore. I know I didn't post it, so for those of you that don't know, my mom passed away the 14th.

Things have been hard, but I know things will only get harder, as they are now. I have the feeling of being worthless, no meaning. Just empty. The dreams are starting, anyone that has lost a loved one knows about the dreams. I use to tell my mom about all the dreams I had when they didnt set well with me, now I don't have anyone. Everyone that said they would be here for me, nowhere to be seen.

I have that empty feeling and no one to talk to, no one that is really there for me. Despite the people that make claims.
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